Rough Draft

Monday:
(Emaths Paper 1 & Social Studies)

Why, hello blog. Emaths and Social Studies weren't too bad, but it weren't too good too. Let's just say I made tons of careless, useless mistakes I shouldn't have made and I missed out on a point in the essay. Practically dragged myself home, with the questions swirling all around my head, the "what if-s?" I had done this and that, and the news that I'll have to fork out extra money to get myself a damn phone. Yeah, tough luck, there goes nearly one half of the money I saved over two months. The rain wasn't helping alot, but it did helped to dampen my day even more. I guess I'll take each day as it comes. Toldcha, I haven't got high hopes for prelims despite studying my ass for every night for the past weeks.

Sometimes, I wish I wasn't the weakest in academics among them all. Never felt like that during primary school days. In fact, every major exams were a major breeze for me. Haha, this ain't no breeze now, any 'ol exam paper can sweep me off my feet anytime.

How ya doing in the igloo, penguins? I'll come by every day of this week to blog about exams and how screwed I'm going to get. Yes, and offer you some company. (:

Well, I'm not too excited about tomorrow. Time for Operation-Save-Our-Chemistry.

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Tuesday:
(Chemistry Paper 1 & 2)

Just like I thought, I messed up my Chemistry today. I've no one to blame but myself since I chose Physics over Chemistry during the past weeks. But I realise Chemistry is actually easier than Physics as it's just basics memorising skills. So yeah, regrets over regrets. Now it's a do-or-die with Physics.

So I put on a sullen mood today, as the others compared answers excitedly at one corner. Even with the distance seperating us, I still hear unfamiliar chemical names and answer rising above the crowd, with shouts of triumps and relief. And I was there cursing hard that what they considered easy was what I had racked my brains hard over for. For thirty minutes, I sat there and stared into empty space, contemplating over my level of stupidity.

But at least, I've set my sights on getting my Chemistry back on track after this prelims. As much as I hate to say it, finding a JC for the first three months seem further and further a dream.

Thought I heard a faint consolation in my ears on the bus ride home, about how things will end up just fine. Then again, I could be hearing things.

Next up, Geography Elective.

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Wednesday
(Geography & Chinese Paper 1)

Okay, Geography wouldn't be so screwed had I not missed out on one picture and there goes half of the ten marks for a question. And there I was wondering how little information they gave for a ten marks question when the answer was right in front of me. No idea how well I did, but neither am I in the mood to figure that out.

I'll get through this as quickly as possible.

Anyway, Chinese Paper 1 was resonably well, but considering the previous papers before it, high hopes aren't a possibility. Slowly but surely, exams are entering their climax since we're halfway through them. So I'll do my best for A-Maths tomorrow, grab some afternoon sleep, and stay up for one last night.

I'll learn "In Loving Memory" soon.

For now, Alter Bridge and Finch are the top of my playlist. Weird combination but I couldn't care less.

Haha, I'm told to reply my tags. Okay, hello to the people who still visits this place once in a while. Your visit is greatly appreciated and I hope you derive joy from reading my blog. (despite it being kind of depressing at times) And yes, I'm done replying.

I'll reply more constructivly next time with content. A-maths is flooding my mind now. Yeah, and fatigue too.

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Thursday
(Amaths Paper 1)

Went to school. Sat for paper. Screwed everything up. Went home. Crestfallen. Slept.

And the sun rose, yet the rays were dark.

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Friday
(Physics Paer 1 & 2)

Physics was a bitch; I swear I would have plunge a knife into its heart if the opportunity presented itself.

And feast my eyes on the venomous blood that flow especially thick out of damnit Paper 2.

Can't wait for this period of my life to end. The earlier, the better. It's torturous to watch time tick by as you scramble over the questions that determine three months of your future. Right now, I need some sleep that's been lacking for a week now. It'll be over soon. Before the nightmare repeats its vicious cycle all over again.

I dread what is to be two weeks from now.

posted by cigarettelove @ 1:30 AM